But it has definitely made me realize a lot of stuff tonight. I’ve fucked off, a lot. I wasted two years of college that I could have been done with and needed only two more. I was to negligen and irresponsible that I thought hanging out with friends was cooler. I watch my best friend as we graduated together go into her sophomore year in college and I still haven’t finished one. I want my business degree. I want to be settled down with a guy that I’m completely in love with. But I made the wrong decisions and thought it was cool to talk to whoever I wanted. Recently I’ve changed and made smart decisions and have now somebody that I think I could be with for a long time. I dont completely know him, but just something about him gets me going. I have a good feeling. But tonight I realized its time to grow up, and plan for my future. Make something of myself. Make my dream reality.
